Wednesday, December 21, 2016

Maurice White Quote

I have learned that music helps a lot of people survive, and they want songs that can give them something -- I guess you could call it hope." ~Maurice White (Earth, Wind and Fire)

Tuesday, November 15, 2016

Arts Education-Bringing the Humanity Back to Education as a Whole

I literally copy and pasted this from the Christian Science Monitor-see web link at end of of article/post :) Arts really do bring so much joy and togetherness to our lives and community. People are awesome when they work together.

Cover Story

The school that art saved

PATHS TO PROGRESS 
How music, dance, and painting helped revive a struggling school in Bridgeport, Conn. – and how it could show others the way. 


Second-grader Yadeliz Santiago is joyously mashing black magic marker into a mound of white putty. She’s shaping the gray mass to depict a stage in the life cycle of a ladybug. 
Her class at the pre-K-8 Roosevelt School here has already watched a real ladybug start as an egg, go through the larvae and pupae stages, and emerge as an adult insect in a small transparent container. The students have created pictures on their iPads. And today their teacher, Lucille McFarland-Overby, is stealthily watching to see what they’ve learned. 
There’s no test in sight. Just a classroom abuzz with children giving each other tips and admiring the models they’re creating. As she circulates, Ms. McFarland-Overby gleans how much new vocabulary they are using and how accurately they describe the life cycle. Some hypothesize about the insects’ behavior – one boy notes they lay eggs under leaves to protect them from other animals.
With such creative outlets, the teacher says, even children at the lowest level academically can feel successful. And then they’re more motivated when it comes to writing and answering questions – skills many of the students still need to develop. 

A second-grader at Roosevelt School in Bridgeport, Conn., molds putty to create the life stages of a ladybug, which is part of an effort to harness the power of the arts to foster learning at the once-failing school. MELANIE STETSON FREEMAN/STAFF
“It brings them a lot of self-confidence, because you’re not really judging what they are doing...,” she says. “When they begin creating, they have to problem-solve, they have to take what they know and infer.”
In recent years, Roosevelt itself has transformed like a larva into a ladybug. Aided by an infusion of the arts, this school in a tough neighborhood of working-class Bridgeport has gone from being one of the lowest performing in Connecticut to a significantly improved institution: Disciplinary infractions are down, academic performance is up, and both parent and teacher pride in the school are increasing. 
While paintbrushes and theatrical plays alone didn’t make Roosevelt a better school – and serious problems remain – the arts lie at the core of a quiet movement that is sweeping across the United States, helping to revive faltering schools. Eager to scale back the emphasis on standardized math and reading tests, some states and districts are searching for ways to forge a better balance among science, social studies, and the arts. It’s part of a broader definition of learning and accountability that nurtures the whole child. 
Getting students ready for college and careers is still the overarching goal, of course. But increasingly, creativity and critical thinking are seen as essential – and arts education is considered an effective way to foster those characteristics.
Most public schools do offer art and music, and 42 states require some arts instruction. But arts education isn’t equitably distributed. As with many other educational opportunities, the kids with the least access to band, dance, and film class tend to be those in schools where poverty is concentrated.
In elementary schools where at least three-quarters of the students were from low-income households, 11 percent offered no music and 20 percent offered no visual arts in 2009-10, according to the most recent national data. That compared with 6 percent and 17 percent of elementary schools overall. For high schools, the gaps were even larger, with about 10 percentage points separating low-income and overall schools. At the same time, evidence has been building that the arts can have positive effects on everything from students’ school attendance to their mastery of math. 

A group of boys wait backstage to walk in a recycle fashion show. MELANIE STETSON FREEMAN/STAFF
“It seemed to us very wrong that the kids who needed it the most were getting it the least,” says Rachel Goslins, former executive director of the President’s Committee on the Arts and the Humanities, created in 1982 to advise the White House. 
In 2011, the committee piloted the Turnaround Arts initiative – using arts integration as a key strategy to reform eight of the nation’s most challenged schools, including Roosevelt. 
“People tend to say, ‘Of course students should have the arts – but after we solve the school’s really hard problems, after we teach them to read and do math and get them to come to school and stay in their seats,’ ” Ms. Goslins says. But arts education “isn’t just a flower ... it’s also a wrench, a tool that can be used to tackle some of these persistent, pervasive problems.”
•     •     •
The “old Roosevelt,” as people refer to it now, was a crumbling building in Bridgeport’s south end, a blighted neighborhood where to this day gunshots prompt occasional school lockdowns and aging public housing units are being torn down. Enrollment at the school had declined from more than 1,000 students to about 600 in 2010. The vast majority of students scored below proficiency in math and reading. The school was slated for closure.
But Roosevelt was one of the few resources for children in the neighborhood, so both parents and grandparents rallied to save it. Officials applied for a federal School Improvement Grant and brought in a new principal, who was empowered to replace half the staff and create an arts-themed school.
When Tania Kelley took over in 2011, she drew on her experience as the Bridgeport schools’ director of performing arts. She told everyone she interviewed, “Welcome to the new Roosevelt, a school where we are going to embrace and teach about the whole child – and not just [have] students sitting in chairs.”
The school moved to a temporary building and hired additional staff so it could offer not only visual arts, but dance, theater, and music. It started a band program after not having had one for 17 years. 
The morale of staff, students, and families soared. Parents started coming to see performances and attending parent-teacher conferences. The media finally turned up to report on something other than failure or violence in the neighborhood. 

Students walk in front of the colorful, newly rebuilt Roosevelt pre-K-8 school. MELANIE STETSON FREEMAN/STAFF
And teachers started going out to lunch to talk about trying new strategies. “It didn’t come top down. It came from the bottom up. That’s where the true transformation happened,” says Ms. Kelley, now the director of Turnaround Arts: Bridgeport, which expanded the partnership to reach four more schools last fall. 
Nationally, Turnaround Arts served 27,000 children in 49 schools in 2015-16. It is expanding this fall to include 68 schools around the country. 
It supplies professional development and resources so teachers can offer more creative activities in their classrooms. Support comes through the White House, the US Department of Education, the National Endowment for the Arts, an array of public-private partnerships, and mentoring by artists such as ballerina Misty Copeland and singer-songwriter Jack Johnson.
An outside evaluation in 2014 showed that the pilot schools made strong gains in student attendance and parent engagement. They fostered more positive cultures and showed significant declines in disciplinary issues. They also improved math and reading scores six percentage points more than did comparison schools receiving federal School Improvement Grants. First lady Michelle Obama has been a major supporter, hosting an annual White House talent show featuring the students. But Turnaround Arts will soon be housed at the John F. Kennedy Center for the Performing Arts to ensure it is sustained beyond the Obama administration.

art program in school offers mentoring to students
Last year, a dramatic new building with swooping lines and blocks of color opened on the site of the old Roosevelt, giving physical expression to the school’s soaring aspirations.
It used to be hard to find a substitute teacher willing to spend a day at Roosevelt. Now, teachers are looking for full-time jobs here, often because they want to be part of a school where the arts are the heartbeat.
“Music got me through high school, through some difficult times emotionally,” notes first-grade teacher Tiffany LoConte, who says she joined the new Roosevelt “to be able to give back something that was given to me as a child.”
When she reads a story with her students, she might ask them what they think will happen next. Then they use their bodies to “sculpt” a scene. Many teachers here learned that strategy, called tableau, early on. They also agreed on some common language, such as asking children to sit in “rest position” – a musical reference.
In her first year, when Ms. LoConte was teaching kindergarten, her students’ proficiency rate on a state assessment rose from 50 percent to 82 percent. 
Other measurements have been improving, too. Out-of-school suspensions were down 61 percent and in-house suspensions were down 44 percent by 2013. Reading proficiency went up about 22 percent, but math scores remained stagnant. 
“We made great gains, but not near where I wanted us to be,” says Kelley. Turnarounds take years, and instability in district leadership may have contributed to slower progress, she says.
Only 16 percent of Roosevelt students were meeting state grade-level goals as of 2013, compared with 33 percent in the district overall, according to an analysis by Excel Bridgeport, which organizes students and parents in support of better education. 
Despite improvements because of programs like Turnaround Arts, “the resources ... are just not available to actually meet the needs of the students or the education professionals. That’s a challenge that cannot go understated,” says Excel Bridgeport’s executive director, Damien Conners. “Some of the high schools here have about 10 extracurricular activities or after-school programs. Then you look at nearby schools [in wealthier areas] and they might have 100 options, for an equal number of students.”
Dancing to a Caribbean beat, a group of girls onstage sings “Under the Sea” from “The Little Mermaid Jr.,” Roosevelt’s spring musical. One of the smiling dancers is a fifth-grader who struggled emotionally most of the school year because, as a Muslim wearing a headscarf, she stands out among her peers. 
“I see her now and she’s not ‘that Muslim kid’; she’s that character,” says Jacqueline Simmons, who became principal last fall. “I see her smiling all day and hugging people. She’s now a part of a community, and that’s through the arts.”
Ms. Simmons is working to integrate the arts with new technology and programs the school has adopted that emphasize social and emotional development. “There’s a lot of buy-in from teachers, who are working hard every day to close the gaps,” she says.
The stories of growing self-confidence abound. 
Yan Carlos Camacho, who moved often between Puerto Rico and the mainland, says art class was the one place he could make friends when he was a new eighth-grader at Roosevelt.
Photorealist Chuck Close, the school’s Turnaround Arts mentor, took groups of students, including Yan Carlos, to his beach house and gave them tips for painting portraits. 
“I used to think I was not good enough, but he said, ‘Don’t put yourself down,’ ” recalls Yan Carlos, now a 10th-grader.
Eighth-grader Jason Marerro also discovered a love of art. He had his struggles in the old Roosevelt, sometimes following friends who weren’t the best influence. But as a sixth-grader he realized he was good at art. “I really started to take it to heart,” he says. “I realized if I wasn’t doing that, I’d be somewhere else doing something dumb.”
Mr. Close “spoke to me and he said, ‘Jason, you have something special, and if you don’t take that far, you’re not going to be successful.’ I really took that to mind,” he says. 
Jason also developed a passion for music and theater and participated in one of the White House talent shows. “I’m so proud of Jason,” says his grandmother Lillie Blake, who lives with him and his mother. “It’s been a big change.” Instead of being tempted to skip school, “you couldn’t get him to stay home,” she says.
“In the old Roosevelt, we didn’t have teachers that would come up to you and say, ‘Do you need help?’ ” Jason adds. “But the teachers we have now, they really show us love and that we can do better.”
The arts can also help improve attendance and behavior. “It’s easier for [students] to keep calm with art and instruments and sports,” says eighth-grader Josayra Mateo, whose curly auburn hair spills out from under a black cap she’s wearing as a member of the musical’s stage crew. “There’s a lot of times where kids, they want to do something really bad, but then they’re like, ‘Well, if I do that, then I can’t play my instrument.’ ”
Josayra, the daughter of an artist, was the sole sixth-grader among a group of eighth-graders who worked on the portrait project. They traveled to Washington in 2014 to display their work. She knew she’d be meeting Mrs. Obama, but then “[President] Obama made a surprise visit and I shook his hand,” Josayra says. 
The “famous people” she met there told her they loved her painting, but what she really wants to do is write books and poetry. At one visit to Close’s beach house, “this poet, Bob Holman, was giving us tips on how to do our poetry.... He was like, ‘No matter what you do, do not use the word beautiful,’ ” she remembers with a laugh.

Fashion designer Tracy Reese, who is a mentor at Barnum School in Bridgeport, Conn., applauds students after a fashion show that featured clothes made out of recycled materials, such as shower curtains and garbage bags. MELANIE STETSON FREEMAN/STAFF
Josayra’s friend and classmate, Jayvon Hawthorne, picked up a flute in fourth grade and has been immersed in making music ever since, adding saxophone and piano to his repertoire as the years have gone by. 
“I want to play basketball, but playing instruments is my second choice, and it’s something I can keep with me for a long time,” he says. “School just brought another life towards me – the arts. I know I can just go to my flute and play it, and it calms me down.”
Not everyone is impressed with the emphasis on music and Monet. In their neighborhood, where the students often have to stay inside for safety, many kids haven’t had such opportunities and don’t think art and instruments are “cool.” 
“A lot of kids our age have no goals.... They don’t know that there’s something else.... It’s tempting to not care [and think,] ‘I’m not going to get good grades. I’m not going to work hard,’ ” Josayra says. 
Even at Roosevelt, not all kids have seized the new options, and there are still problems such as teacher turnover. The year before, “in seventh grade, we learned no math,” Josayra says. “We had so many substitutes that we were just taking tests on stuff we never learned.”
In eighth grade the teachers have helped them catch up, they say. And they appreciate a more structured approach under the new principal that helps students be more disciplined about balancing creativity and play with academic focus.
With metallic markers, puff paint, glue, and feathers, a second-grader is decorating a cape with the bold words, “The power of Daisy.” Yes, it’s her favorite flower, she says. “It’s also my name!” 
Black and red capes are draped over every surface in the art room at the Barnum School, another pre-K-8 public school in Bridgeport, as Daisy’s classmates create their own superhero visions. 
Today there’s a special guest helping out – fashion designer Tracy Reese. A Detroit native, she runs her own company in New York and came up for the day, one of several visits she’s made over the past year because she’s paired up with Barnum through Turnaround Arts.
“Knowing how important the arts were to me growing up ... [I’m] excited to be part of making sure that the arts remain in our public schools,” Ms. Reese says. 
Like many teachers, art instructor Sarah-Jane Henry raises funds online and appeals occasionally to wealthier donors in surrounding Fairfield County to bolster supplies. Companies such as Crayola have donated some supplies through Turnaround Arts, but she gets only about $2 per child for the whole year in the regular school budget. 
Earlier in the day, Reese attended the school’s Recycled Fashion Show, where older students modeled outfits made out of shower curtains and cereal boxes, duct tape and plastic bags. 
Sitting in the audience, Barnum fifth-grade teacher Kathy Palmer says this first year, the Turnaround Arts initiative has had its “growing pains,” and she’s not implementing the strategies fully. But she’s willing to see how it goes. “It could be phenomenal.”
Whether arts integration delivers on its potential generally comes down to leadership and sustained effort. “Arts integration can go as wrong as traditional instruction can go wrong in bad hands,” says Gena Greher, a professor of music and music education at the University of Massachusetts Lowell. “To integrate it properly really needs some prolonged professional development.”
While the idea is gaining currency in education circles, it still hasn’t been incorporated in schools as widely as many would like.
“There’s certainly an openness to the idea of educating the whole child in a way that wasn’t there five or 10 years ago.... But there’s still a long way to go before we see a sea change in what’s happening in education,” says Jenny Nagaoka, deputy director of the UChicago Consortium on School Research, which recently published a report on the need for more developmental opportunities for youths. 
US Secretary of Education John King Jr., who still remembers the joy of playing a garden rose in a school production of “Alice in Wonderland,” toured the country this spring encouraging more emphasis on the education of the whole child. 
“It’s our low-income students and students of color who tend to get less access to quality arts experiences.... Part of what we’re trying to encourage states to do is to focus on equitable access to those opportunities,” he says in a phone interview. 
Turnaround Arts schools could provide a model for putting the whole-child idea into practice, Ms. Nagaoka says. “Until there are these proof points ... it ‘s going to be really hard for practitioners to envision what this might look like.”
•     •     •
In Bridgeport, Kelley is now bolstering ties with local groups to sustain arts integration in the district.
She draws on partners in the city like the Housatonic Museum of Art at Housatonic Community College, home to one of the nation’s strongest art collections at a two-year college. The museum has long run peer docent training for Bridgeport schools, and recently added a focus on architecture and the rich history of Bridgeport buildings, which gives students a sense of civic pride.
The students from Turnaround Arts schools, who have been taught a method of observation and reflection called “visual thinking strategy,” often stand out in the architectural sessions. “When we took them to the landmarks ... the discussions were extremely rich, and they built on one another’s ideas,” says the museum’s curator of education, Janet Zamparo. “Everybody was ready.”
The peer docent project has dovetailed particularly well with what’s been happening at the Hall School, a Turnaround Arts school mentored by award-winning architect and Connecticut native Thom Mayne. Ms. Zamparo recalls one boy who didn’t say much during the museum-led workshops at the school. But when they visited the buildings, “his observations had such depth.... Even our host at the site said, ‘I had never seen that before.’ ” 
Because the arts are so “essential to who we are as people,” Zamparo says, to have them “back in the schools like that makes every sense in the world. It makes the students whole again.... And it makes the education whole again for them, and they deserve that.” 



http://www.csmonitor.com/USA/Education/2016/0827/The-school-that-art-saved

Sunday, November 6, 2016

Blast from the Past

Found this old treasure from my time teaching at Quinlin and Fabish! 


Friday, April 1, 2016

Today is the day!

My dear soul friend sent me this the other day and it really resonate with me. Also inspired me to read the book Practicing: A Musician's Return to Music.

  Please enjoy the read.

I have been struggling with my music since relocating to a new city. And I realized recently that I've lost sight of the things that make me happy. I put too much pressure on my success and lost sight of what I love about making music. I hope to get back to it. Maybe...Today is the day.

sometimes you need to listen outside of your realm


So in the past few years I've been introduced to Jazz. And I am in awe of it and the musicians. Their deep understanding of music and the ear that they develop blow my mind. Recently I've been working on improving my ear and not being so dependent on already composed written music. It is hard, but a challenge that I enjoy. Well enough about me. Here is something for you.

For Fun! Check out this little genius play a Sound of Music classic.

Enjoy!

Wednesday, January 27, 2016

Love Wind Chamber Music

This is a great group and great piece! An old quintet friend shared them with me. (Thanks Amanda!) I hope you all enjoy as much as I do. Small ensemble music is so powerful and a joy.


Gyƶrgy Ligeti - Six Bagatelles By Carion 

Sunday, May 10, 2015

Last IVSO Concert of the season

So yesterday was the last concert for the 14-15 season with the Illinois Valley Symphony Orchestra.  We played some great rep.  Listen below for the pieces we played (not our recording, but so you can get a taste of the music)







Enjoy!

Tuesday, April 7, 2015

Newest Project

So I am reading Ray Still's online book and I've decided to seriously start to collect a solid teaching repertoire.  I use a lot of method books to give beginners a chance to learn how to move their fingers, air, embouchure, etc. But I always get bored of the student just going through the motions since the books get really repetitive.  Still suggests using actual music or making actual music to hone the basic skills.  This is a great idea!  That being said I need to start collecting pieces (experts to full tunes) that are good for all levels.  I find that I will get ahead of myself (actually my student) and assign an actual composed piece and then it is too much for them to handle.  I am still learning how to teach better everyday so any suggestions are welcome. 

So far I have Sinfonia from Cantata 156 (JS Bach)
Also the solo melody from Swan lake I've started to use and that seems to be going well for intervals and jumps for a beginner.
More to come! Feel free to share your knowledge.

Monday, April 6, 2015

More Genius Thoughts from Ray Still

"The body is smarter than the mind; if you think in terms of the goal, the body can do the rest, unhindered by too much thinking."

-Ray Still
http://www.raystill.com/book/part1-chap1.html

Thursday, March 12, 2015

Reading

So I just started reading the Ray Still book Playing the Oboe. 

I am on the introduction :) Literally I just started reading it. That being said, I already want to share some of it with you.  Hopefully to inspire you to read it as well.



It's All About the Music
My own experience has taught me that it is only this passion for music that can motivate us to persist in the hard and often discouraging work of mastering an instrument. Though years of teaching students at every level, I've observed that the most important principle for any musician is to keep your eyes on the goal—the ability to play music as close to your ideal performance as possible.
Love, of course, can't be taught. But a method that works and is not destructive or too discouraging (or too boring) should be one that engages our love of music and focuses on the works created by the greatest minds in music history, the music of Bach, Mozart, Schubert, Brahms, Beethoven, Schumann, Haydn, and Handel for starters. I believe that it should be a method that insists on the vital connection between the sometimes tedious work of learning to control this seemingly obstinate instrument and the glorious experience of expressing music.


Still, Ray. Playing the Oboe. http://raystill.com/book/intro.htmlaccessed March 12, 2015.




I really enjoy how his approach is to inspire musicians through the love of music, not beat them over the head with tedious traditions, but try to incorporate the need of those traditions with what we love about music and making music.  Nothing worth having comes easy, it will always be hard work.  But as a teacher try to show the love part early on.  Show the students the part of making music that gets your blood to stir and inspires you to continue to improve.

Again I just started to read this. so we will see where it takes us!


Friday, February 13, 2015

Sharing!

So not sure to put this on my oboe or personal site so here goes on both.  Love this guy.  I am not a jazz expert but he has great insight into the craft.  Check it out!



Saturday, February 7, 2015

Cool Article-Music is the BEST! ...take oboe lessons! ;)

New study takes note of music’s benefits

Taking lessons at an early age helps brain’s health later

BY AMY ELLIS NUTT THE WASHINGTON POST
Learning to play an instrument in youth helps older people retain listening skills, according to a new study published in the Journal of Neuroscience.
In an experiment at the Rotman Research Institute at Baycrest Health Sciences in Toronto, scientists studied 20 adults, ages 55 to 75, half of whom had music training in their youth and half who did not.
All the subjects wore headphones and were tested using electroencephalography for how fast they could identify random speed sounds, the scientists said.
The ability to recognize and comprehend speech diminishes with age even without measurable hearing loss, but in the experiment those who had experience playing an instrument were 20 percent faster in identifying random speech sounds than the nonmusicians, suggesting that music training protects against certain age-related cognitive declines.
“Musical activities are an engaging form of cognitive brain training,” said lead author Gavin Bidelman, now at the University of Memphis, in a news release.
“In our study we were able to predict how well older people classify or identify speech,” he said. “We saw a brain-behavior response that was two to three times better in the older musicians compared to non-musician peers.
“In other words, old musicians’ brains provide a much more detailed, clean and accurate depiction of the speech signal, which is likely why they are much more sensitive and better at understanding speech.”
Bidelman and his team concluded that engaging in formal music training before the age of 14 and continuing for at least a decade produced the most positive changes in the brain.
While the study did not look at learning a musical instrument later in life, the results add to a growing body of evidence that suggests learning to play an instrument at any age is beneficial to brain health.
Earlier this year researchers at the University of Vermont found that the more a child trains on an instrument the better he or she is in attention, management of anxiety and emotional balance.
And in 2013 scientists in Montreal provided evidence suggesting that ages 6 to 8 were a kind of “sweet spot” for music training in terms of producing long-lasting positive effects in motor skill and sensory perception.

“In our study we were able to predict how well older people classify or identify speech.”
— Gavin Bidelman, lead author of the study

Friday, February 6, 2015

Sectional Coaching for LPHS tomorrow

So I am learning some scores for a sectional rehearsal tomorrow for LPHS that I am helping with the Oboe section.  AND this lovely tune came up in my youtube feed while I am trying to find recordings.

I a not a band lit expert (I am an orchestra lit expert). So this might be a super common tune, but I really enjoyed it. SO I am sharing it.

Nice recording too by the North Texas Wind Symphony.  Oh Texas and their great land of bands!



Anyways.  I really enjoy this piece. Nice arches, nice flow, nice movement and use of instrumentation.  I hope you do to.

Oh and some great oboe solos ;)

Monday, January 26, 2015

Blast from the Past!

This is a bit frustrating since the NIU site does not let you embed this youtube page, BUT click the link below for a little of me and my quintet in Grad School a couple years ago.

NIU Honors Convocation - Milhaud - La CheminƩe du Roi RenƩ - III - Jongleurs

Flute: Zach Weiss
Oboe: Stepher Eng
Clarinet: Amanda Kayser
Bassoon: Martha Jacobson
French Horn: Kate Swope



Friday, January 23, 2015

New Gouger

 Here is a short one!  I recently purchased my very first Oboe Gouger! It is an RDG 11 mm Gouger!  I found it on ebay for a steal! Yay!

Oboeing hard core right now.

Thursday, January 22, 2015

Recent Audition

Hello world,

So I recently audition for the the Milwaukee Symphony Orchestra, Assistant Oboe position.  I generally get all mysterious and don't like to talk about my audition process or preparation or results with people because I am insecure and doubt myself.  That being said I am trying to move past those negative feelings to be able to share them with the world.  Maybe they will help someone, maybe being more open and less insecure will help me too! 

So the MSO is a great musical organization.  In the US their are only a select number of full time (salaried) orchestras that pay a livable wage.  The MSO is one of them.  (Pressure Pressure Pressure.)  That being said, when people win these auditions they hold onto their posts for as long as they can (or until they win another audition with another ensemble).  That being said (again!) the amount of full time orchestra openings are slim pickings. THAT is for the entire United States of America! And if you have a life, or other commitments that keep you in a certain area of the country your options are even more limited. All of this puts a lot of pressure for the vast amount of talented players that are pumped out from our college and conservatory systems in the US.  The audition committees have a vast selection of really great players that line up for these auditions.  (More pressure!)  SOOOO all of this culminates to me being VERY NERVOUS and  second guessing my abilities to interpret and retell my version of the music.  Not only the technical aspects of getting all the notes, rhythm, intonation, dynamics, phrasing....all of it, but being musical and actually enjoying what I am playing.  

Now we are at the MSO audition that just happened.  I was prepared.  The list of excerpts was reasonable with measure numbers (phew! I hate when they don't list the exact requirements and scare you into thinking you have to play the whole symphony!)  I felt great about some and ok about others.  I had a reed that I loved, but nervous since my backups were iffy.  Then it comes time to actually audition and classic Stepher I miss my high D :( on the Barber excerpt.  This mistake kills  me because it is mostly in my head.  I have taught myself over time to be terrified of slurring up to a high D because I always grunt it out and miss the entrance.  This being said.  I actually don't miss the high D anymore, I USED to miss the high D, but that fear has been so entrenched in my playing that my fears like to come true.  

So my convoluted diary entry about auditions is really about this: Don't worry about missing notes ahead of time.  What does that do!!!?? Nothing!  Just expect to play the notes they way you are planning to play them.  Expect to play the music the way you prepared it.  Then most likely you WILL play the music the way you expect.  I miss that note because I EXPECTED TO MISS IT!! STOP IT!  ok enough yelling at myself.  

Moral of my story: expect greatness from yourself and you will get greatness.  Expect to mess up stupid little mistakes and you will find yourself messing up stupid little mistake cause you are thinking about them instead of the great things. 

Thank you for reading another set of ramblings from www.StepherEng.com  Enjoy your day




Tuesday, December 9, 2014

Upcoming Holiday Concert with IVSO

Tonight I will be performing with the Bel Sonore Chamber ensemble for one last round of holiday music.  It has been a pleasure and joy to play with these guys. 

This Saturday I will be performing with the Illinois Valley Symphony Orchestra for our annual Holiday Concert.  Come check us out!

Monday, November 24, 2014

Holiday Music!



So this season I have had the pleasure to perform with the Bel Sonore Chamber Group.  This past Sunday we did a lovely holiday concert at the Addison Public Library.  We have two more performances that I will be joining in December on Sunday the 7th at 2 PM- Bartlett Public Library (800 S. Barlett Rd, Bartlett IL) and on Tuesday the 9th at 7 PM - Lemont Public Library (50 E Wend St, Lemont, IL)

http://www.belsonore.com/

Admission is free.  Come check us out!




Further information on my website:
www.stephereng.com

Friday, November 14, 2014

Be an ACTIVE listener!

Hey all!

So I am excited to post that I am attending the Chicago Sinfonietta this Saturday night at the Naperville Wenzt Hall!  My dear friends and mentorRicardo CastaƱeda and Lucia Matos will be performing!  I think it is very important for musicians and music lovers to actively partake in listening to music.  This means supporting local ensembles (big to small) and being a supportive active listener.  

This is how one can improve as a player too.  Listening to what is currently being performed in your local scene you will have a sense of what music is relevant, what people are responding to, and how you can fit into that community.  It is important to listen to musicians that you aspire to as well.  So, you can see, and hear, how they interpret and perform their craft.  

Feel free to check out this ensemble.  They do great collaborative work in the Chicago area and strive to bring new music of diverse backgrounds to our city.

  

Thursday, November 6, 2014

El SIstema-Musical Revolution

Sorry I've been horrible with keeping up with this little old blog!  I recently started teaching with the Ravinia El Sistema program and I've been running around feeling like a deer in headlights.  I am so thrilled to be working through the Ravinia program and the beloved El Sistema program.  I've always been such a fan of the work that El Sistema does.  Gives me goose bumps to think about it.  Their goal is to promote community through music.  To give self worth and the ability to create through music.  Again I get all tingly just thinking about how powerful music is.  In my own life it has been such a powerful force in so many positive ways.  Check out this video about the program and Jose Antonio Abreu who founded the movement.



Thursday, August 14, 2014

Thursday, August 7, 2014

BACK TO BASICS!

Belated blog post!  Sorry fan club (of just me) it has been a while!  I thought I would talk about my current project....SCALES!

Lately I have been focusing on the basics.  I am spending the majority of my practice time working scales and other basic things that one takes for granted.  Perfecting my scales helps improve my overall ability to play and my understanding of key.  Focusing on something as simple as moving from note to note I can really listen to my playing.  As a musician we assume we are listening to ourselves, but so often we actually hear what we want to hear and don't take the time to listen to what we are doing.  Actively listening allows you to hone your technique and finger coordination, tone quality and control, dynamics, vibrato, and so on.  I definitely suggest giving some of your practice regiment to work on the basics!  Here is a nice little article about scales for more reading :)

  

Tuesday, March 11, 2014

Educational Tid Bit of the Day

So many of us musicians run into ruts with our practicing.  It is a never ending part of our life and we are never good enough!  I have found that I get really down on myself in the practice room. I rework bad habits or find myself practicing in circles instead of improving.  Burton Kaplan's Practicing for Artistic Success is a god send to help improve the skill of practicing.  

Practicing For Artistic Success 

by Burton Kaplan



Since I was young the act of practicing has been instilled upon me.  To improve as a musician I must be diligent and patient and put in my time in the practice room.  This is a known fact to our community, but what gets so many of us is the use of time in that practice room.  It is so easy to go through the motions, put in the quantity of time, but not the quality of time. 
This book gives a pedagogy to the practicing.  Kaplan gives you tools to develop to improve your ability to practice.  Practicing is about putting in the time, but the time has to be utilized to its fullest.  

Some of the fresh perspectives that Kaplan gives in his pedagogy are how to set goals, how to actively listen to your practicing, being positive about your successes.  He speaks of settting OBTAINABLE goals.  Don't look at all the work you have to learn and say you'll learn it in one day.  Pick out specific problem areas and work note by note, measure by measure, phrase by phrase.  Then be POSITIVE when you've improved those four measures.  Your goal was to improve those four measures and you nailed it!  Great job.  Don't look at the fact that you still have not perfected the whole movement, work bit by bit.  While practicing learn how to listen to what you are playing.  Your ears (or a recording device) are your best friend.  As a musician you have to be able to hear what you are playing, hear the things you did well (maybe intonation and expression), but then find the things you came up short on (maybe rhythm and articulation).  Active listening is imperative to practicing and performing.

This book goes into much greater detail on the philosophy of practicing.  This book is a great asset to how to refresh your approach to the monotony of practicing.  I highly recommend you give it a read! 

Friday, March 7, 2014

Want to learn oboe?

Want to learn the oboe?  

The coolest instrument in the orchestra!  Contact me for private instruction at stepher.eng@gmail.com

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Concert This Weekend

FYI!!!  Another concert series is happening this weekend.  I am subbing with the Fox Valley Orchestra on Kabalevsky's Symphony No. 2

We have concerts Saturday at 7:30 and Sunday at 3 PM.

Come on out!  Tickets and Info Here